German test and Input
Next week seems to turn to be an interesting one for me. For one side it will pretty much show how the next 6-12 months of my life will look like, for two it will decide where AIESEC in Finland will got for the next term 2008-2009. I have my german exam and AIESEC in Finland has Input, the national planning seminar.
As I am slowly reaching the end of my working term at AIESEC, I am also starting to put more thoughts on my private things such as this exam. I just realized that the end of my work at AIESEC is just a matter of few weeks.
My German exam... I was just pondering through some model exams and I am not toooooo confident of my success. On the other currently I am a man who has nothing to loose. No, not that I would do something very desperate or stupid;) I just mean that it does not really matter what my result will be. If I will fail, then I will just have to exam again. A simple fact of life, ain't it: If you fail, you must climb up again. On the other hand sometimes climbing up again to where you were (or where you thought you were) is not that much fun.
I am getting once again a bit scared of the openness of all my options that lie before me in just few weeks. But at the same time it makes me smile inside to see much more open I have become to different options, to options I wouldn't have considered earlier, to options I didn't knew existed before. I think that I have grown...
Exploring in my thoughts at home. Greetzt to all who still have the energy to check my blog even though I'm such a lazy writer.
Some quote I think I already used before:
"Enjoy yourself. These are the 'good old days' you are going to miss in the years ahead."
-- Anonymous
As I am slowly reaching the end of my working term at AIESEC, I am also starting to put more thoughts on my private things such as this exam. I just realized that the end of my work at AIESEC is just a matter of few weeks.
My German exam... I was just pondering through some model exams and I am not toooooo confident of my success. On the other currently I am a man who has nothing to loose. No, not that I would do something very desperate or stupid;) I just mean that it does not really matter what my result will be. If I will fail, then I will just have to exam again. A simple fact of life, ain't it: If you fail, you must climb up again. On the other hand sometimes climbing up again to where you were (or where you thought you were) is not that much fun.
I am getting once again a bit scared of the openness of all my options that lie before me in just few weeks. But at the same time it makes me smile inside to see much more open I have become to different options, to options I wouldn't have considered earlier, to options I didn't knew existed before. I think that I have grown...
Exploring in my thoughts at home. Greetzt to all who still have the energy to check my blog even though I'm such a lazy writer.
Some quote I think I already used before:
"Enjoy yourself. These are the 'good old days' you are going to miss in the years ahead."
-- Anonymous
posted by Jouni at 8:14 PM
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